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Mon, May. 23rd, 2011, 04:27 pm
Validation

I bed with the idea of you
Turnstile eyes
I don't ask questions
I wonder why
Eyes like ground crystalline glass
Fuck.
I don't care
That you don't care

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Sat, Mar. 12th, 2011, 12:11 am
Art business

Feathered calm
Dismantled in the sun
Black days

Standard seminal shit.
Shock phrasing
Knees burned

Turnstile eyes
forcibly removed
a disjointed memory

Oh, the time spent
the time used

Sun, Mar. 6th, 2011, 12:11 am

i can only wish
you would feel as i do
when i dream of you.
this mangled mood,
a pervasive sinking feeling
knee deep
mind altering

blessed
yet
cursed.

cursed
yet
blessed.

Wed, Dec. 15th, 2010, 12:39 am

destroyer.
flay my intestines
the fine inner lining
crawl. legs. arm. body.
caught monarch butterfly.
shed yr heart, fade.
breathe. soaked.
a spine.
crooked.
like the stream that
brought me to u.
i am upset.
with a nothingness
that stores its
memory.
cast down on me.

Sun, Sep. 26th, 2010, 01:38 am

if i disappear out from yr eyes
if i dance beneath the stars
if i rub u the wrong way
will u tell me some other day
if i break my soul
in a heart breaking void
what would u say
how will u erase my pain
if i disappear from view
if my heart comes unglued
if the things i see
are just a dream
where would i go
buried under u

Mon, Sep. 13th, 2010, 10:12 pm
Hypnophobia

i am trapped in the dark
inching towards me
losing ground
keeping a straight face
but i feel about to pass out
this pain in my heart
is turning into a sea
of close quarters
of sharp pins
of anxiety.

when the haze opens its mouth
a row of fine daggers
that which i couldn't confide
that which i wouldn't see
shiny stars shake me free
and the pain was a hundred
syringes taking me.

someones heart is beating
over my voice
and i keep getting out of sync
from all the noise
i can't feel the comfort
of a heavy kiss
i'm lost from the thought
of consciousness

Sun, Sep. 12th, 2010, 10:07 pm

i see u thru
the looking glass
5 minutes in queue
oh the shadow cast
i rot from the inside
rip me apart

Fri, Jul. 30th, 2010, 02:26 am
luv

sink slowly
sway from yr sides
one day they will pry u from the floor
and i will have been no more
im thinking of u
deep inside
but i alwys seem to get u all wrong
i just wanted u to know
i think about u sometimes
whn the sky is dark
whn the the moon is mythical
i dance
believing u have the reasons
i escape from yr eyes
as u dart across the river banks
turn me over
sing me yr saddest songs
if i could
honey u know i would

Fri, Jul. 30th, 2010, 01:31 am
children ask why

walk, sturdy
a sullen view through fog's reach
calm unnerving
candy sister
you are a vacumm
but i dont have the time
sweet heart dreams
the ghost is on guard
burying fortunes within the recess
of a heavy brain
space loses ground
stuck beween hit and miss.

Mon, Feb. 1st, 2010, 10:52 pm

c'mon and take it
i thought ud relive it
sickness deliver
a shot through my heart
uve become a monster
and never come out at night
though this is the time u wanna live

nothing really matters
cus in no time
i will be dust
and all yr glossy sleeves
will be a memory
in a barren non space
i wont b here
either will u

i growl

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